Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Updates

As of now, I'm going to make sure that I don't go more than two or three days without posting a blog post or something. Because This blog posting every few months HAS TO STOP, and HAS TO STOP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL



PLANS FOR MY BLOG POSTINGS:

1. Discussing my daily activities.
2. Discussing medical equipment, and diseases.
\3. Discussing my health and what's going on.
4. Discussing my Internet activities.
5. Discussing classical music, and what I did music wise.
6. POSTING MORE THAN A FEW TIMES A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a good day, and God bless.

Hello.

Hi. NO LONG NO SEE!!

How are you all doing? I need to update my blog more often. I just want to let you know that I had surgery on August 27, to remove scar tissue from my nose. It hasn't gone well at all. I'm having even more thick secretions, and my right nostril is completely blocked. Most likely my Dr. is going to have to put a stent into my nose. My health is deteriorating lung wise.and I'm having trouble with other parts of my body. I've been in and out of the hospital a lot with health problems, and really can't stay away from the Drs. I'm still trying to get a pulse ox but its not going too well. I AM DESPERATE for a pulse due to the fact that I LOVE THEM, and amm absolutely obcessed with them. They are awsome. I love them because I've been around them all my life. I need one to monitor my lung disorder progression. My lungs are deteriorating quickly, and I am requiring more frequent deep suctioning which is not pleasant AT ALL!!!!

My health has been very very poor in other words and I don't know what I can do, but I'm trying to stay strong. I may be terminal, but it could be worse.

Have a wonderful day, and God bless.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Health issues.

Hi.

How are you all doing?

I am not doing too well. I'm having some bad health issues. Lots of snot, and stuff, and my hip is really having a BAD day.

If you read, well I had to have surgery. I had to stay overnight in the hospital, and was VERY SICK.

Not only did they take bone marrow out of my hip, and put it in my fistula, that was in my mouth, but they pulled six teeth out.

The worst part was, (I WOKE UP WITH THE BREATHING TUBE IN MY MOUTH.

IT WAS NOT PRETTY.

It was painful, and I would rather not talk about it, because it freaks me out when things happen like that.

But, yeah.

I stayed overnight, and the nurses were VERY VERY VERY VERY nice.

An RT even brought an oscillatory ventilator in just because of my desperate plea.

I woke up, and I went home the next day about 5:00-6:00.

It was a long day, and I had to go home with an IV like device in my HIP.

It was removed by my mother that Munday morning, because It hurt, and was coming out.

I woke up, and there was BLOOD EVERYWHERE.

It scared me A LITTLE BIT more than half to death.

Of corse, I woke up from a creepy dream as well.

The medications were on, were causing that.

Right now i'm just sitting here.

I cannot walk, bccause it just hurts TOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Emma Mae the person I wrote about in my blog was layed to rest Friday morning.

PLEASE pray for the family.

Thank you.

I need to go, and suction myself out for I don't know the how manyith time.

Probably the 160th time.

I have done it A LOOOOOT TODAY.



God bless, and Much love and respect.

PETER JOHANN

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hip pain, School, and my mother.

Hi.

How are you all?

I just took down the trash cans. Three. I have to do it every week, except last week, and the week before, cause i was recovering from my surgery.

Well, I did it today. I still am recovering from my surgery, but my sister said I had to do it. I did it, and my hip hurts BADLY. I have school tonight, and tomorrow an hour away from where I live at a lady's house. I take braille there.

I cannot read very little print, and braille, helps me write sence I cannot write with a pen or a pencil.

Well, anyhow, that's where i am going tonight and tomorrow.

My Dad works at an appartment complex. Well, my Dad, and my Mom. My Mom usually takes me to school, cause the appartment is where we stay on Thursday nights. She just works while I'm gone from 2:30 to 8:00 on Thursday nights, and on Friday mornings she works while I'm gone from 8:30 to around 1:00 or maybe even 1:30.

Well, my Dad is taking me. My mom had to go watch my older brother's two children, so she is gone. I miss her a LOT. She is gone from Tusday, and she will come back tonight.

She left Tusday morning.

Anyhow, I will go, and learn, and she is coming tonight so I won't see her, but when I get home tomorrow I will see her.

Anyhow, have a good day everybody.

God bless.

:)

Much Love and respect Peter John Foster


P.S. My teacher is VERY NICE. She has a computer, and I get on her's for about an hour on Thursday nights, and Fridays, and I watch YouTube videos. Her house is echoy, so I like the way videos with medical equipment like pulse oximeters beeping echoes through the house. I like that. It really is cool.

I pretend i'm hooked up to that stuff.

OH YEEEeAH.

oh, and the appartment i stay in, has lots of my medicines, and my medical equipment, so I use it there.

I even have a CPAP circuit I stole from my dad, and I place that around my neck, and pretend I have a tracheostomy, and am on a ventilator. I LOOOOOOOOOVE THAT. hahahahahahahahaha I do not do it too tight. I sleep with it on all night while I'm there.

LOL

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Hello.

Hi.

How are you all doing?

I'm recovering from my bone graph which took place on April 30th, 2009. I stayed one night in the hospital.

Well, what really needs to be talked about is how I have not blogged in a while.

I mean, I'm in a lot right now. Yesterday I got an E-Mail from Momoftwinsplus1.

It was very heartbreaking message, and it really made me sad for the rest of the day.


I have been sending her message out to a lot of people.

Please read this message.

Its below.

She sent it to me.

PLEASE help me pray for these families.

Its mixed in with the message I have been sending to my friends along with her's to help raise prayers for them all.

MESSAGE BELOW:

Hi.
I need you to do something.
I need you to read the message below, and Please put these families in your prayers, and check out the user Momoftwinsplus1
She is wonderful.
This message was by her. Her name is Lori. She really needs your prayers right now, and so do the families of the two lost children. Thank you.
Please read the message, and take into deep consideration.
Help me spread this message so that many many many many prayers, (AS MANY AS WE CAN POSSIBLY GET ARE OUT.
AND RUNNING).
Maybe we can get videos telling people to help.
It would be wonderful if we got a few videos out with people with several thousand subscribers out.
Thank you.Message below.
Ok so I am not in a very good mood at all today. Today is a very bad day. Everyone is ok here, Emma is fine, girls are fine, but my heart is broken.
1st I got hailed on, on the way to school this morning to drop Derek off. That hurt!
Then I get home and read that Kayleigh that girl that I asked for prayers on, at Emmas blog passed away yesterday.
Then a bit ago my friend Cristina called me. Her daughter Emma Mae died yesterday. I think I have told you about her, but not sure. She is my Emma's best friend ever. They live in IL so we only know them offline.
Emma Mae had spina bifida. feeding tube and had to use a urinary cath.
She stopped breathing in the car and suffered severe brain and organ damage and they decided to just let her go, since the damage was so bad and she would never live off of machines.
I am heartbroken. Jay, the boy I told you about is good friends with Emma Mae too so I know when he gets home from school he will be devestated by the news.
I have been so upset all day, I havent even taken a shower or eaten lunch yet. Emma Mae was a very dear little girl, only 3 years old and precious as can be, her picture hangs in my house and I loved her dearly.
Pray for her parents Peter, and her little brother and also for Jay.

Jay is a kid and he is a fighter.

He's not a baby, and he is a young boy.

I'm not going to mention his age.

I just don't want to do that for safety purposes.

But, he has CP, and he and Lori are great friends.

He is such a fighter from what Lori has told me.
So, PLEASE help us and pray for him as well.

He knows Emma Mae as you read in the message.

Friends Brothern?

PLEASE help me get this word out. I really want to raise as many prayers as can possibly be raised.

WE MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE HAVE GOT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


















Update on my condition.

Well, I will require a surgery to fix the right nostril in my nose.

You see, scar tissure has formed, and there is no air again in my right nostril.
The Drs. are going to order some tests before they do the surgery, and they said It will NOT most likely be nearly as major as the other surgery was.

But he doesn't want to do the surgery right now, because he wants me to heal up around my nose near the scar tissue, because if he just does it right now, the scar tissue will just deveop really quickly, and that will require more surgery.

So far, I have had four surgeries this year.

Its awfully scarey, and VERY destraughtful, but I am given hope by God.

Lori who is my friend on YouTube, has absolutely been a GREAT HELP.

She has been praying for me, and once even told her church to pray for me.

It was when i was sick in the hospital one time.
But I just want to let you know about everything.

ESPECIALLY what is going on with Lori's family.

PLEASE say some prayers for these families.

They are really suffering, and really need LOTS of them.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Hi.


Hello everyone.


Today I am going to be jumping around all day, because tomorrow is the big day.


THE TOUR.


If you read my previous post, than you already know about what I am going to be doing tomorrow.


Does anyone have ANY ideas on how i can get some more views?


I've had this blog sence November, and its still horribly low on views.


I'm concerned.


Well, I don't know.


Anyhow, my health has improoved. Some people have been praying for me A LOT. I can tell.


piano50, piano6861, Katybrewer, and 3BENSON.


Well i have to go, but I will talk to you later.


Much Love and respect Peter Johann



P.S. The machine is a GDX machine. That is an eye test.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Tour and Ohio

Hello again everyone.

How are you all? Other than some health problems I am doing all right. I've been retty sick with a bad cough, and have been suctioning myself A LOT. 30 to 40 times a day. WOW! I know what some medical people are probably thinking. Are you serious????????? YES.

I AM.

Thankfully to some of my YouTube friends such as piano6861 Katybrewer, and piano50 I have been getting better. They have been praying for me.

This week I will be gone a lot.

Tusday I am going to lexington first to see my ENT. Ear Nose and Throat Dr. The one who did my nose surgery. My right nostril closed up again, and my right and left sides have been bleeding. So I may have to have another surgery. I'm already going to have to undergo another surgery that I already had done. In 2006 I had a bone graph to close a fistula in my front of my mouth, the very top. They took bone from my hip, and placed it in that fistula. There were LOTS of problems. I would wake up in the morning even weeks after the recovery, and my Mom would say, "You look like you have been in a fight. There is blood on your face, on your arms and hands, on your shirt, and on your pajamas." It was horrible. I threw up after the surgery. Yeah. I think my heart rate sped up to at least 200 when the Dr. said I would have to have the surgery (AGAIN). I still now even cry because I mean, I was doing so well. A few months after the surgery I had in 2006 I went back to the Dr. for my fifth and last post-op evaluation, and I remember him saying, "You won't need anymore. And the room I was in had an ECG monitor, and i remember saying, "YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Did you hear that monitor? I don't have to have another surgery."

Two weeks ago, there was the same monitor in a different room. I remember him telling me I would need to have another surgery. It felt like the monitor as watching me. I mean, the monitor was in there, and I had told it I wouldn't need another surgery. So it and a couple other pulse oximeters were there to witness the seen.

Funny how I think machines are real people. Well, I have been around machines so much, they are like my brothers and sisters.

So I left after saying, "I will see u later monitor when i come for my PRE-OP EVALUATION."

YUP.

I mean, I was doing soooooooooooo well, but then I have to endure the surgery again.

Oh well, I'm sure everything will be just fine. It could be A LOT worse. I have it EASY compaired to some people. Some people have to lye in a bed hooked up to machines all their lives, and who cannot breathe, hear, see, speak, or even move. I can move around. With help sometimes I can breathe, and if I can't, I am just put on a ventilator for a few days, or a few weeks. That's it.

Well we will be going for my ENT appointment in Lexington, and then will be going straight from there to a tour in another appointment. Dr. John W. Kitchens is a retina specialist, and he comes to my eye instatute, and he sees me once a year and does an ultrasound of my eye. He knows how obcessed I am with pulse oximeters, suction machines, HFOV machines, et etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc.

LOL.

He has invited me down to his office to take me on a tour of his facility. As you can imagine, I have been so excited. On the 7th of April at 11:30 I'm going to be going on the tour. I will be videotaping it with the Dr's. permission. I already videotaped him doing the ultrasound, so I can tell you right now that he will most likely allow me to video tape him taking me on a tour. He will be taking me and doing LOTS of his tests on me. He will even let me see his operating sweet. And you know what is in there. Pulse oximeters, ECG machines, suctioning equipment, and lots and lots of other coooool equipment. AWWWWWWWWWSOME.

This will be AWWWWWWWSOME.

Yes. AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After the tour we will be going to Ohio to see my Grandma, and Grandpa for a few days.

So I will be updating you from my Mm's computer hopefully.

Well, have a good day everyone. God bless.

Much Love and respect, Peter Johann

:)

P.S. You never know what i may come home with. Who knows, maybe my Dr. will allow me to take his pulse oximeter home. LOL.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Saturday, March 28, 2009

YouTube Chrisis.

Hi.

How are you? I'm doing fair. I am suffering a YouTube chrisis. Someone was trying to get me to do something, and i WOULD NOT DO IT. Well a friend found out, and the friend was Momoftwinsplus1. She may be blocking me. I don't want to go into discussion, but I just want to let u all know that I may be losing a DEAR FRIEND. One that i have tried to help. She thought that I was playing along with all this junk, but I AM NOT. I BLOCKED THE IDIOT, who wanted me to do a video about someone. IT WAS NOT A GOOD USER, and the username is HORRIBLE, so I am not going to give it out.

BECAUSE THERE IS A CUSS WORD IN IT.

But Lori? You are a VERY CLOSE FRIEND ON YouTube, and you have menat so much to me. I cannot tell u how much you have brought joy to me.

God blesss everyone.

Much love and respect Peter Johann








P.S. PLEASE PRAY THAT Lori and us get this settled out so nothing bad will happen.

THANK YOU!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Surgery.

My surgery is finished. It was completed on Feburary 25, 2009, and took two hours. They were able to complete it just fine, and I woke up in recovery. I will tell you about the surgery and what I got to do soon, but now I just wanted you all to know that I am doing just fine. Thank you all for the prayers. After the surgery I had to spend a couple days in the hospital because I ended up having a MASSIVE nose bleed. It was absolutely no fun. They had to repack my nose THREE times which was EXTREMELY painful, they had to stick me like seven times in one night, they had to admit me finally, and they had to stick a scope up my nose just to look at it. But thank the good Lord that I AM JUST FINE NOW. My iron was low, and my red blood caount started declining VERY quickly, but I got better, and got to see lots of machines. I have been sick with a stomach virus, but I am doing better. Thank you for your prayers, and I will post tonight most likely. Thank you.

Abortion

Hi.

If anyone needs to start posting on his/her blog its ME. I have a blog but have not posted hardly anthing much at all, so from now on I am making a bow that whenever I am home I will do MY VERY BEST to try to post. I will not forget this bow either.


I'm here to share with you an essay that I did on abortion. You know abortion is a very horrible thing. It is taking lives away.

I am going to let you read the essay I wrote, because I would like to share with you all how I feel about abortion. Now I'm not trying to destroy your freedom. I just want to let you see this essay.



ESSAY FOLLOWS BELOW.

Why we should stop Abortion.
For many years now abortion has been used to stop unwanted
pregnancies, because either the baby or the mother had some kind
of disease, and the Mother did not want the baby to suffer from
the disease, The mother just didn't want to take care of the
baby, or the mother's relatives insisted that she have an
abortion because they did not want her to have to cope with a
baby. It has been said many times, that it is a woman's right
over her body. The woman should have her right to abort an
unwanted baby. I however know this is not true.
Abortion is the killing of human lives. This body we have is
not just ours. It is God's as well. He created us in his own
making. He made the man, and he made the woman. The woman does
not and should not have the right to abort her unwanted baby. If
the mother does not feel that she can take care of her baby than
she should place him or her up for adoption. That would be a much
better way to slow the problem than ending the baby's life, just
because she does not want the baby.
We have been told many many times that in the mother's womb the
baby is just a fetus. Life starts at conception. So when women
abort a fetus they are actually murdering. The sixth commandment
says, "Thou Shall not kill." We are killing when we perform an
abortion. Abortion is done in many ways. One of which is the most
horrible of them all is a suction device is placed up the
mother's cervix, and it sucks the baby into a collection jar. The
baby's skin is torn apart, the body is ripped apart, and the
whole baby's body is completely destroyed. Its just
heartbreaking to see such a thing. Its heartbreaking to even
think of the horrible thing that is killing perfectly healthy
human babies. If people knew more about what was happening to
these human babies they would totally stop abortions and more
babies would be spared.
I mean, would you want this happening to you? I don't think
anyone would want to be sucked up and torn apart. Well, these
babies are having the same thing.
Picture this if you will for a minute. You go into the abortion
clinic. You sign in, and sign a bunch of forms and you are told
to sit down. The people at the front desk talk to you about what
you will be doing. They tell you that there are other options.
There is adoption, there is having the baby and keeping it, and
loving him/her, there is also letting another family member keep
the baby and adopting it, there are so many ways that you can
have the baby and spare his/her life. Well you still want to have
the abortion. Your husband is telling you not to do it, because
he wants a son/daughter, he wants to be able to hold a baby in
his arms, and he wants to love it very much. You go through with
the procedure anyway. You go into the operating room and don a
gown. You are still going through the abortion. You then are told
to lye on the table. You do. The abortion is completed.
Afterwards you think of what you could have done. You go through
a major depression, and you may have even been so depressed that
you were suicidal. This could have been prevented. You could have
at least put the baby up for adoption. You have just taken part
in the murdering of a perfectly healthy baby that could have
been running, singing, laughing, having fun, and who could have
been an adult by now. You will never know what could have
happened had you just kept the baby right now. Abortion is the
absolute killing of babies and its going on and has been for
several years.
This is just sick how an abortion clinic can do this, and
not feel a thing or any guilt. Can you imagine what is happening
to these poor little babies that could have been spared this
horrible torcher? Just imagine it.
Please stop abortion. Its killing human life, and it is
destroying so many babies that could have been saved and could be
running and playing like children love to do. Do not shut up a
child's laughter cry, and so many other wonderful noises, and so
many good times that can be enjoyed. That is exactly what these
abortion clinicians are doing when they perform an abortion. Why
would you want to do such a thing to a human being who could grow
up, and have children, and his children can bring happiness to
him or her/ and his children can have children and so on. Stop
the killing of human lives, and start the laughter and the beauty
of human lives.
Thank you

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Surgery date.

Hi.\

I'm leaving today to go to the hotel for my surgery date. To learn about my surgery please continue reading in my blog, and eventually you will come to my surgery post. I don't know if they will do it though, because I've been sick. I'm really not doing well at all. I'm coughing, and trying to breathe. I have one of my sinus flare ups. Its really VERY bad. Well, I will talk to you later. God bless.

Thank you for the prayers Lor, and everyone.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hi.

Hi everyone. How are you? I'm fair. I am kind of stopped up, and am sad for a person named Jay who's eight years old. He has CP. someone on YouTube who's username is Momoftwinsplus1 told me about it. He has CP, and is really sad because he's just having a hard time. If you could I would REALLY apreciate it if you would put him in your pryaers, and help spread the word. Thank you. God bless.

Much love and respect Peter Johann



P.S. ONLY FIVE MORE DAYS UNTIL THE BIG SURGERY DATE!!!!!!! Some friends on YouTube are going to be praying for me. One was, but I don't know if she is now. LOL. We will see. She has kind of let me down right now. She says one thing, and then said another that really tells me that she may be just saying good things about me to make me happy. If that is the case I really don't call her a friend.

God bless.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Still no pulse oximeter.

Well, I still have not found my Dad's pulse oximeter. Its at his work place in Sommerset which is an hour away from here. on Friday mornings, I get up to practice the piano at his office, so I'll be there all right. I will be doing ALL THAT I CAN to get that pulse oximeter. I love pulse oximeters, and I NEED IT. I can see myself. I'll be on it, and I'll be playing around with it. I will NOT stop until I have satisfied myself. Most children u have to keep buying them toys, and all that. Set a pulse oximeter in front of me, and I'll be JUST FINE. I'll never be able to quit playing with it though, so u need to feed me and stuff, but other than that, I WILL BE JUST FINE. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Dad has NOT gotten done teasing me. Last night I came in there in the Big den, and siad, "What are you doing Daddy?" He told me "Playing with my oximeter." I almost ran into his table that had his radio, his scanner, his food, his drink, his paper work, and other things on it. Its a table stand and its portable. So, it could have fallen, and he would have been TICKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw that he had something in his hand and it was closed. I got his hand, after he jerked it away and there was a wallet, and his pocket knife which by the way WAS CLOSED. I decided I'de teach him a lesson so I stole them both, and put them in my bocket. He told me to bring them back. I did, but AM SO GOING TO DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO TO GET THE PULSE OXIMETER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I has a pulse oximeter. If my health does not start improving, and I start going downhill, or they can't do my surgery, I'll need a pulse oximeter and a trach and some other things. But hopefully I'll be able to sneak Dad's pulse oximeter away.

LOL.
I can see it now.

Where is my pulse oximeter wife? I don't know. Have you asked Peter? NO. He does NOT know where it is.

10 years later. THERE IT IS.

Peter had it all along.

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can see it now.

Well, I hope you enjoyed that little bit of fun.








Much love and respect Peter Johann.











P.S. GOD BLESS.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Hi.

Hello everyone.

How are you all? I'm doing GREAT. I'm having fun, and kind of agravated at my Dad. LOL. I am ticked off because you see has has heart problems, and he has to monitor his blood pressure and his blood sugar. Well, he went out to Lexington to a health medical store, and BOUGHT HIM A Fingertip pulse oximeter. YES. We were coming out of the barbershop, and we were in the car. I had just got done playing around with Dad. I took his coat off the coat hanger in the barbershop, and put it on. Well, I had his hat on. He went to yank HIS hat off, and when he got his hat off my head, and he got done laughing, he went over to get his coat or so he thought. He grabbed my coat, and was like in a funny state of laughter, "GIVE ME MY COAT." LOL. We got into the car, and I was still trying to grab his hat, but he told me, "I have a finger pulse oximeter." I thought he was kidding at first, but it donned on me. HE WAS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He told me it was hid. YES. I asked him, and he told me that he would NOT et be letting me get my hands on it. LOL. He was laughing. He knew it would tick me off. ALL THE WAY HOME, He heard it from me. I opened things, and did things that I would normally NOT do. He then got agravated, and told me to leave things alone after I spilled his drink everywhere. LOL. He was nOT too happy. I kept asking him. When he got into watch the news, I bugged him. He finally told me, "I will let you see it when I am ready."

You have to reallize that once something is planned u NEVER hear the end of it until its met. So, I'll be nagging my Add until he finally gets a headache and tells me where it is.

YEAH. I'll get it out of him. If I have to rumage through his papers. He will NOT like what will happen to him if things keep on. LOL. Well, I have to go dig through his stuff, and do some things that he will not like, but I'll talk to you all later.








Much love and respect Peter Johann

Monday, February 2, 2009

Hello.

Hi.

How are you all?

I am doing GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sitting here thinking of the day when I will FINALLY be able to breathe on my own.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

I will be so happy, and I will be able to have A LOT more ease if I do get sick.
I will not have to be up all night gasping, and i will not have to go to the hospital so much and have Drs. appointments. EEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the fact that i will not have to deal with the continuous worry of getting sick, and going into the hospital.

My friend Momoftwinsplus1 is going to be helping me through this.

I TRUST HER AS WELL AS I DO GOD!!!!!!!1

I know that thinks will work out ofr the VERY best, and that whatever happens is in the Lord's hands, and that all I need to do is to lye back, and trust in the Lord our God.

I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

Thank you EVERYONE for your prayers and everything. I really apreciate it. It will help me A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, is everyone doing all right? I hope so. I am sitting here in my room listening to Beethoven Lives upstairs again.

I am listening to the Sonata Bathetique. I LOVE that piece. Its one of my favorites. IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will be updating you on things more, and I PROMISE, I WILL be updating my blog VERY often.








MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT Peter Johann,

Ludwig Van Beethoven

Hello.

How are you all?

I'm doing all right.

Its cloudy here In Kentucky. HMMMMMMMMMMMMM. We need some good weather AND WE NEED IT TO LAST. That is why I hate the winter. Its so bad, and its when I am sick the most. I am always trying to breathe, and that is when I am more likely to be hospitalized. ITS HAPPENED. MANY TIMES. I get sick A LOT. Well anyhow, I had a good night, and had nice dreams. I had a dream about the LTV 950 mechanical ventilator which is VERY common for home use. I'm thinking of classical music, and listening to "Beethoven Lives Upstairs."

I'm listening to the 9th Symphony. That symphony is so emotional. I can see L.V. Beethoven deff and on the stage watching the performance. Its SO VERY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm thinking of how I would have enjoyed it if I were really there. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this beautiful piece of composition that Ludwig Van Beethoven THE GREAT composed. He put his heart into it,He threw himself into the music, and did not come up until his final works were done. The 9th Symphony was among his final works. It was close to the last piece of composition that he performed, and composed.

If you have heard Beethoven you are VERY BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, words cannot explain how much I LOVE LISTENING TO BEETHOVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love Beethoven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Listen to him, and you will see how he absolutely applied himself to his works, and did NOT stop until it was done.

Thank you.








Much Love and respect Peter Johann








P.S. Feel fre to let me know if you have "Beethoven Lives Upstairs."

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Hello to all. Long time no post.

Hi.

Long time no see.

How are you all?

I am doing great.

I have not posted in a long time.

I have good news for you all.

On Feburary 25, 2009 I'm going into have a surgery to remove the bone that is blocking my right side of my nose so I can breathe better. The Drs. are hoping to make tiny incisions in my nose, and use endoscopy as well as other imaging technology to remove the foregn bone in my nose. If that works out than it will most likely be an outpatient surgery. An ENT that is VERY specialized in this kind of major stuff will be doing this. HOWEVER if they are unable to remove the bone that way they will most likely have to open up my head and work around my brain to get the bone out which could put me in the hospital for days even weeks. For 17 years I have had to deal with continuous effort filled ilnesses that have left me in the hospital and on other things that are VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY uncomfortable. Well, HOPEFULLY this will work. My Mom is debating weather to even let them do the major part if they have to. She is going to let them do the endoscopy part, but if they have to do the crainiotomy she does NOT want to risk ruening my eye sight because they will have to work around my optic nerve if they end up having to do a crainiotomy. The hospital I stay at is an hour and ahalf away from where we live, so Mom and I will be going to a Hotel and staying the night beofre, and if I am permitted to get oreleased from the hospital that day than we will go to a hotel that night and stya because my Mom does NOT want to risk me going home and something bad happening and not having enough time to get there like me bleeding to death or something. A YouTube friend Username: Momoftwinsplus1 has been helping me through it all. She prays for me, and so does her daughter who has CP. They all have been praying for me. THE WHOLE CHURCH HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR ME. I have total trust in God that he will take care of this, and even if the surgery fails and my Mom decides not to have the crainiotomy I know that God will help me bear the pain of grief of failure after the surgery. I know when I hear the bad new,s, I will be crying for a VERY LONG time, but I will get over it, because I will know that it was for the best. I know that God NEVER makes mistakes, and that he knows what's best for his children. If he thinks that they are best left alone than he will let it be and if he thinks that THEY NEED SOME HELP than he will mke known. God NEVER makes mistakes.



I learned that from Momoftwinsplus1. She taught me through videos, and through MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MESSAGES that I am a special human being and that God loves me VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I trust in him. I know that whatever happens is for the VERY BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that he takes care of me, and will NEVER let me down.

So, I will be keeping you posted. Now if the crainotomy takes place a neuro surgon wil be there on the same day, and he will just be called in and will perform the surgery.








Lori told me she would be praying VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD that I would be just fine.

I know when she prays because I feel MUCH better when she prays.

Thank you everyone.

Much love and respect, Peter Johann