Hello to all. Long time no post.

Hi.

Long time no see.

How are you all?

I am doing great.

I have not posted in a long time.

I have good news for you all.

On Feburary 25, 2009 I'm going into have a surgery to remove the bone that is blocking my right side of my nose so I can breathe better. The Drs. are hoping to make tiny incisions in my nose, and use endoscopy as well as other imaging technology to remove the foregn bone in my nose. If that works out than it will most likely be an outpatient surgery. An ENT that is VERY specialized in this kind of major stuff will be doing this. HOWEVER if they are unable to remove the bone that way they will most likely have to open up my head and work around my brain to get the bone out which could put me in the hospital for days even weeks. For 17 years I have had to deal with continuous effort filled ilnesses that have left me in the hospital and on other things that are VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY uncomfortable. Well, HOPEFULLY this will work. My Mom is debating weather to even let them do the major part if they have to. She is going to let them do the endoscopy part, but if they have to do the crainiotomy she does NOT want to risk ruening my eye sight because they will have to work around my optic nerve if they end up having to do a crainiotomy. The hospital I stay at is an hour and ahalf away from where we live, so Mom and I will be going to a Hotel and staying the night beofre, and if I am permitted to get oreleased from the hospital that day than we will go to a hotel that night and stya because my Mom does NOT want to risk me going home and something bad happening and not having enough time to get there like me bleeding to death or something. A YouTube friend Username: Momoftwinsplus1 has been helping me through it all. She prays for me, and so does her daughter who has CP. They all have been praying for me. THE WHOLE CHURCH HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR ME. I have total trust in God that he will take care of this, and even if the surgery fails and my Mom decides not to have the crainiotomy I know that God will help me bear the pain of grief of failure after the surgery. I know when I hear the bad new,s, I will be crying for a VERY LONG time, but I will get over it, because I will know that it was for the best. I know that God NEVER makes mistakes, and that he knows what's best for his children. If he thinks that they are best left alone than he will let it be and if he thinks that THEY NEED SOME HELP than he will mke known. God NEVER makes mistakes.



I learned that from Momoftwinsplus1. She taught me through videos, and through MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MESSAGES that I am a special human being and that God loves me VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I trust in him. I know that whatever happens is for the VERY BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that he takes care of me, and will NEVER let me down.

So, I will be keeping you posted. Now if the crainotomy takes place a neuro surgon wil be there on the same day, and he will just be called in and will perform the surgery.








Lori told me she would be praying VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD that I would be just fine.

I know when she prays because I feel MUCH better when she prays.

Thank you everyone.

Much love and respect, Peter Johann