Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Surgery date.

Hi.\

I'm leaving today to go to the hotel for my surgery date. To learn about my surgery please continue reading in my blog, and eventually you will come to my surgery post. I don't know if they will do it though, because I've been sick. I'm really not doing well at all. I'm coughing, and trying to breathe. I have one of my sinus flare ups. Its really VERY bad. Well, I will talk to you later. God bless.

Thank you for the prayers Lor, and everyone.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hi.

Hi everyone. How are you? I'm fair. I am kind of stopped up, and am sad for a person named Jay who's eight years old. He has CP. someone on YouTube who's username is Momoftwinsplus1 told me about it. He has CP, and is really sad because he's just having a hard time. If you could I would REALLY apreciate it if you would put him in your pryaers, and help spread the word. Thank you. God bless.

Much love and respect Peter Johann



P.S. ONLY FIVE MORE DAYS UNTIL THE BIG SURGERY DATE!!!!!!! Some friends on YouTube are going to be praying for me. One was, but I don't know if she is now. LOL. We will see. She has kind of let me down right now. She says one thing, and then said another that really tells me that she may be just saying good things about me to make me happy. If that is the case I really don't call her a friend.

God bless.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Still no pulse oximeter.

Well, I still have not found my Dad's pulse oximeter. Its at his work place in Sommerset which is an hour away from here. on Friday mornings, I get up to practice the piano at his office, so I'll be there all right. I will be doing ALL THAT I CAN to get that pulse oximeter. I love pulse oximeters, and I NEED IT. I can see myself. I'll be on it, and I'll be playing around with it. I will NOT stop until I have satisfied myself. Most children u have to keep buying them toys, and all that. Set a pulse oximeter in front of me, and I'll be JUST FINE. I'll never be able to quit playing with it though, so u need to feed me and stuff, but other than that, I WILL BE JUST FINE. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Dad has NOT gotten done teasing me. Last night I came in there in the Big den, and siad, "What are you doing Daddy?" He told me "Playing with my oximeter." I almost ran into his table that had his radio, his scanner, his food, his drink, his paper work, and other things on it. Its a table stand and its portable. So, it could have fallen, and he would have been TICKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw that he had something in his hand and it was closed. I got his hand, after he jerked it away and there was a wallet, and his pocket knife which by the way WAS CLOSED. I decided I'de teach him a lesson so I stole them both, and put them in my bocket. He told me to bring them back. I did, but AM SO GOING TO DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO TO GET THE PULSE OXIMETER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I has a pulse oximeter. If my health does not start improving, and I start going downhill, or they can't do my surgery, I'll need a pulse oximeter and a trach and some other things. But hopefully I'll be able to sneak Dad's pulse oximeter away.

LOL.
I can see it now.

Where is my pulse oximeter wife? I don't know. Have you asked Peter? NO. He does NOT know where it is.

10 years later. THERE IT IS.

Peter had it all along.

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can see it now.

Well, I hope you enjoyed that little bit of fun.








Much love and respect Peter Johann.











P.S. GOD BLESS.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Hi.

Hello everyone.

How are you all? I'm doing GREAT. I'm having fun, and kind of agravated at my Dad. LOL. I am ticked off because you see has has heart problems, and he has to monitor his blood pressure and his blood sugar. Well, he went out to Lexington to a health medical store, and BOUGHT HIM A Fingertip pulse oximeter. YES. We were coming out of the barbershop, and we were in the car. I had just got done playing around with Dad. I took his coat off the coat hanger in the barbershop, and put it on. Well, I had his hat on. He went to yank HIS hat off, and when he got his hat off my head, and he got done laughing, he went over to get his coat or so he thought. He grabbed my coat, and was like in a funny state of laughter, "GIVE ME MY COAT." LOL. We got into the car, and I was still trying to grab his hat, but he told me, "I have a finger pulse oximeter." I thought he was kidding at first, but it donned on me. HE WAS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He told me it was hid. YES. I asked him, and he told me that he would NOT et be letting me get my hands on it. LOL. He was laughing. He knew it would tick me off. ALL THE WAY HOME, He heard it from me. I opened things, and did things that I would normally NOT do. He then got agravated, and told me to leave things alone after I spilled his drink everywhere. LOL. He was nOT too happy. I kept asking him. When he got into watch the news, I bugged him. He finally told me, "I will let you see it when I am ready."

You have to reallize that once something is planned u NEVER hear the end of it until its met. So, I'll be nagging my Add until he finally gets a headache and tells me where it is.

YEAH. I'll get it out of him. If I have to rumage through his papers. He will NOT like what will happen to him if things keep on. LOL. Well, I have to go dig through his stuff, and do some things that he will not like, but I'll talk to you all later.








Much love and respect Peter Johann

Monday, February 2, 2009

Hello.

Hi.

How are you all?

I am doing GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sitting here thinking of the day when I will FINALLY be able to breathe on my own.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

I will be so happy, and I will be able to have A LOT more ease if I do get sick.
I will not have to be up all night gasping, and i will not have to go to the hospital so much and have Drs. appointments. EEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the fact that i will not have to deal with the continuous worry of getting sick, and going into the hospital.

My friend Momoftwinsplus1 is going to be helping me through this.

I TRUST HER AS WELL AS I DO GOD!!!!!!!1

I know that thinks will work out ofr the VERY best, and that whatever happens is in the Lord's hands, and that all I need to do is to lye back, and trust in the Lord our God.

I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

Thank you EVERYONE for your prayers and everything. I really apreciate it. It will help me A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, is everyone doing all right? I hope so. I am sitting here in my room listening to Beethoven Lives upstairs again.

I am listening to the Sonata Bathetique. I LOVE that piece. Its one of my favorites. IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will be updating you on things more, and I PROMISE, I WILL be updating my blog VERY often.








MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT Peter Johann,

Ludwig Van Beethoven

Hello.

How are you all?

I'm doing all right.

Its cloudy here In Kentucky. HMMMMMMMMMMMMM. We need some good weather AND WE NEED IT TO LAST. That is why I hate the winter. Its so bad, and its when I am sick the most. I am always trying to breathe, and that is when I am more likely to be hospitalized. ITS HAPPENED. MANY TIMES. I get sick A LOT. Well anyhow, I had a good night, and had nice dreams. I had a dream about the LTV 950 mechanical ventilator which is VERY common for home use. I'm thinking of classical music, and listening to "Beethoven Lives Upstairs."

I'm listening to the 9th Symphony. That symphony is so emotional. I can see L.V. Beethoven deff and on the stage watching the performance. Its SO VERY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm thinking of how I would have enjoyed it if I were really there. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this beautiful piece of composition that Ludwig Van Beethoven THE GREAT composed. He put his heart into it,He threw himself into the music, and did not come up until his final works were done. The 9th Symphony was among his final works. It was close to the last piece of composition that he performed, and composed.

If you have heard Beethoven you are VERY BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, words cannot explain how much I LOVE LISTENING TO BEETHOVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love Beethoven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Listen to him, and you will see how he absolutely applied himself to his works, and did NOT stop until it was done.

Thank you.








Much Love and respect Peter Johann








P.S. Feel fre to let me know if you have "Beethoven Lives Upstairs."

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Hello to all. Long time no post.

Hi.

Long time no see.

How are you all?

I am doing great.

I have not posted in a long time.

I have good news for you all.

On Feburary 25, 2009 I'm going into have a surgery to remove the bone that is blocking my right side of my nose so I can breathe better. The Drs. are hoping to make tiny incisions in my nose, and use endoscopy as well as other imaging technology to remove the foregn bone in my nose. If that works out than it will most likely be an outpatient surgery. An ENT that is VERY specialized in this kind of major stuff will be doing this. HOWEVER if they are unable to remove the bone that way they will most likely have to open up my head and work around my brain to get the bone out which could put me in the hospital for days even weeks. For 17 years I have had to deal with continuous effort filled ilnesses that have left me in the hospital and on other things that are VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY uncomfortable. Well, HOPEFULLY this will work. My Mom is debating weather to even let them do the major part if they have to. She is going to let them do the endoscopy part, but if they have to do the crainiotomy she does NOT want to risk ruening my eye sight because they will have to work around my optic nerve if they end up having to do a crainiotomy. The hospital I stay at is an hour and ahalf away from where we live, so Mom and I will be going to a Hotel and staying the night beofre, and if I am permitted to get oreleased from the hospital that day than we will go to a hotel that night and stya because my Mom does NOT want to risk me going home and something bad happening and not having enough time to get there like me bleeding to death or something. A YouTube friend Username: Momoftwinsplus1 has been helping me through it all. She prays for me, and so does her daughter who has CP. They all have been praying for me. THE WHOLE CHURCH HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR ME. I have total trust in God that he will take care of this, and even if the surgery fails and my Mom decides not to have the crainiotomy I know that God will help me bear the pain of grief of failure after the surgery. I know when I hear the bad new,s, I will be crying for a VERY LONG time, but I will get over it, because I will know that it was for the best. I know that God NEVER makes mistakes, and that he knows what's best for his children. If he thinks that they are best left alone than he will let it be and if he thinks that THEY NEED SOME HELP than he will mke known. God NEVER makes mistakes.



I learned that from Momoftwinsplus1. She taught me through videos, and through MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MESSAGES that I am a special human being and that God loves me VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I trust in him. I know that whatever happens is for the VERY BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that he takes care of me, and will NEVER let me down.

So, I will be keeping you posted. Now if the crainotomy takes place a neuro surgon wil be there on the same day, and he will just be called in and will perform the surgery.








Lori told me she would be praying VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD that I would be just fine.

I know when she prays because I feel MUCH better when she prays.

Thank you everyone.

Much love and respect, Peter Johann