Saturday, November 29, 2008

Good night.

Well, I am going to hit the sack.

hahaha.

I am doing MUCH better. I have used my humidifier, with the blue tubing, and that has REALLY helped me. I may one day have to stay on it 24/7.

I would hate for that, but it may have to happen. IF I HAVE TO HAVE A TRACH.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, if I do have to have a trach, I am sure I won't die.

Afterall, I coud have it A LOT worse.

I cd be nying in a crib with Sandhoff disease, and hooked up to TONS of equipment, and having to be suctioned every few minutes.

BUT I AM NOT.

I have it REALLY EASY.

So, if I ever DO have to have a trach, I know it will be for the best.
Well, good night.

Much love & respect Peter Johann

Sick.

Hello eveybody.

How are you?

I'm not doing too well.

I'm having trouble coughing stuff up.

As some of u know, the other night, Last Sunday to be Exact, I accidentally aspirated some on my pediasure. YEAH. I've been having problems everysence.

I'm not weezing, so my Mom does NOT think it is pneumonia. BUT IT FEELS AWFUL. I am having trouble breathing, and really can't get a good breath in.

I have also been having little incedents where I get chokes on my food but not NEARLY as halfway as bad as Sunday.

I am having trouble swallowing these days.

If things start going downhill I MAY have to use a tracheostomy.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

NOT A TRACH.

If I was told I had to have a trach, I would faint. The shock would possibly send me into a panick attack. YES. That is how much I fear a trach. Please. DO NOT DO A TRACH unless you have to. Of corse, it might help with my lungs. My lungs are not doo well right now.

I am really having a LOT of trouble breathing.

Well, I need to go and try to get some of this junk out of my lungs.

God bless.

Much love and respect Peter Johann

P.S. May God bless you and keep you in his outstreched hands, and may you NEVER forget that he loves you EVERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!